Page 9: September 25, 2016
Today Alex and I went for a sunset walk. I don’t even know where to begin. Alex is the best thing that could’ve happened to me. He came into my life at a really weird time. The only real relationship I ever had was a really bad one. Alex was always there. He was standing in front of me the while time. I liked him from the first time we spoke. There’s something about him. Something about his eyes, how they’re caring and concerned at the same time. Something about how he looked at me and still looks at me. He is so loving. I knew I would love him for the rest of my life when he looked at me outside of Dunkin Donuts (So high school, I know) and told me I was beautiful. He told me and I believed him. I’ve never met anyone like him. Every single thing he does for me is done without a second thought. He’s the most caring person I know. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love Alex. When I was younger, my mom always used to tell me find “Notebook Love.” I’m happy to say I found it. He tells me and shows me every day how much I mean to him. One time he told me he can’t wait till we have children one day because the more of me that is on this Earth makes the world a better place. I mean you cannot make this up. He is a living, breathing romantic movie character. He is my rock. He is my entire life. He saved me more times then he will ever know. He’s put up with so much bullshit and he has never ran away from me. He’s never turned his back on me or got scared when things got rough. He’s stayed with me, he has supported me and everything we have gone through has only made us stronger. I could never thanked him enough for what he has done for me. What he has done for my life. I’m going to spend the rest of my life trying to find ways to thank him. To show him how much he means to me. The flowers I drew are flowers that we picked on our walk together around the lake. I started collecting and preserving every flower he has given me. I’m gonna keep them forever. Each one of them is a treasure for me because it’s just another way to tell how much he loves me.