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Page 4: September 20,2016

“I always thought there was something romantic about fighting for someone. About winning them back. Eventual happiness. But as I sit here with stones in my chest, where hope used to lie, I have come to realize that there is nothing lovely about having to continuously convince someone to love you.” -S.L

THIS IS THE PLACE WHERE I THOUGHT I FELL IN LOVE.

Here are somethings I’ve realized from this relationship:

  • Liars are going to lie
  • He didn’t care
  • It wasn’t love
  • There’s a difference between love and like
  • I didn’t deserve any of it
  • He used me
  • Never again
  • No
  • I should’ve loved myself more
  • I am better than this
  • Always put myself first. Always.
  • I deserve a man who loves me. My flaws and all.
  • Never look back.
  • I’m worth so much more then some boy who broke my heart 1,000 times
  • I deserve a man like Alex. He deserves me. We deserve each other. We deserve to be happy.
  • Put yourself first. Follow your instincts. Love yourself.

 

IF YOU HAVE TO CONVINCE SOMEONE TO BE WITH YOU, THEY RE NOT “THE ONE.”

 

 

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